A profound emotion i hardly had since half of the previous year.. it was just a friendly conversation which i managed with this chap. Now, i never expected it to be this way, not again? oh yes im kinda feeling the same thing like i had before with a swain. Funny but i cant understand why. im still figuring it out. uhmm.. can somebody tell me what’s this feeling? im wondering. haha. i kinda like it, but im not pretty sure. oh yeah. What I know is my feelings become light when i hear the chap’s voice. Isn’t it lovely? :) surely im happy and lets just leave it at that. The line is kept open until these days. And yes, im still feeling the same way.. happy.. Thing is, what could be the meaning of my happiness? ahhh no! it can’t be.. im realizing something but ah-huh.. no no noooo… And there’s this one day, i thought i was gonna fall again.. I DID!! oh what?? yes i almost fell like never did i realized i was being fooled.. i started this crap the time i was stuck in a call center, and now im out? i think i have to let it go as well. Thank you. I am now able to close it.
panTasya..
Seem every child has a fairy Godmother who in every dream was incorporated. Becoming a prince or a princess was one typical dream, to live in a fairy world, being loved endlessly and being served like there’s no tomorrow.
We all have our own cock-and-bull story. We once believed that we be the princess for a knight in shining armor, or the romeo that would die for juliet. We all have created our own tale-fairy story and we chose to have live with it for some time in our lives. Things became easy as just imagining infinitely. We envisage and make the final story and make an unchallenging story line again and again, doesn’t get bored of doing it fantastically.
Falling in love with our own story was something we are used to do, expecting for it to have a happy ending as always and dramatically gets disappointed if when at the end our dialogues are not what we have assumed it would be. Our selves are our own main character that we do not have anything against it all, and everything we wish for… is happiness.
I love you because you’re my father, But you’re really so much more; You’re a guide and a companion; You and I have great rapport. You pay attention to me; You listen to what I say. You pass on words of wisdom, Helping me along the way. Whenever I’m in trouble, You always have a plan. You are the perfect father, And I’m your biggest fan! » this one’s for my dad, im one greatful child i had a father like him…. loveyouloveyousomuchDADDY…..
